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| 02:11pm 28/12/2003 |
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mood:  cold
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EEEEEEEEEP! My parents are home the house is trashed the puppy ripped up a dog bed thats in the living room. they havent been in there room yet theirs a zillion beer bottles in matts room and hes pukeing in the bathroom.
Todays gonna be rough.... |
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| 12:16pm 28/12/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished
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I GAVE DANIELLE 55 HUGS!!!!!!! and when I'm done cleaning i just might give her more cause I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! In a non-sexual way cause were not gay like some people i know.
No one take offense to that unless your drew |
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| And drew wonders why I'm such a bitch to him..... |
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| 12:04pm 28/12/2003 |
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mood:  amused
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drewfizzle11: brenna do you not like it when you hear about the guy of your dreams being a druggee?
Auto response from Anti Ties: bed time
off dreaming about you...
358-5900(if needed)
drewfizzle11: why am i asking you this? you used to be into all that stuff, right? :-)
Reasons I dont like drew
1. He doesnt mind his own buisness
2. hes an ass hole
3. he wont let me live my own life while he lives his
4. he doesnt want me to be happy
5. he calls me a druggie and a drunk(and I'M NOT!!!!)
6. he calls me a whore and a slut (and I'M NOT!!!)
7. He thinks hes a good christian
8. He wont admit hes gay when most people think he is and i'm the only one willing to admit it
9. example of his gayness "the swing" a bunch of men jumping on top of each other
10. he lies about me all the time LIEINGS A SIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I could go on BUT i think I'm gonna be getting some hate comments on the 10 reasons above. So i'm gonna stop at that. I would just like to say: I cant believe i ever went out with drew. I'd like to shoot myself when i think of that.
i got some things to add to things that should fuck off:
~SNOW!
~the person who left me a comment saying i had problems and doesnt think i already know this much
~Drew
Hey if you dont like what I wrote dont read it... |
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| 10:01pm 27/12/2003 |
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mood:  tired
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*HUGS* TOTAL!
give i_eat_kids more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
I'm soooooooo fucking tired my eyes are burning and I'd be sleeping right now if i didnt tell jeff i'd hang out with him I'd be sleeping. I told danielle that i would go over there if jeff doesnt call me but i really dont feel like seeing haynie so we'll see if i'm up to it.
Yesterday this guy Matt from my work he was wearing his "ho ho ho" shirt that he wears every time he works, and he got a comment card saying his shirt was offensive HAHA! oh well it is 7 mile so we dont matter to the company....
I worked with all guys today and they were real asses till like 6:30 then my position got switched and they were a lot nicer to me. I think they were talkin shit about me when I stocked though... hmmmmmm. guess we'll never know.
reasons like this weekend i need a boyfriend. My parents are out of town and what am i doing? no i'm not staying out past cerfew. no boys are spending the night (for me anyway) hmmm... i just dont know what to do with myself today. Oh well. Maybe I'll hang out with joe tomorrow... |
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| 12:08pm 27/12/2003 |
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mood:  geeky
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If the life I'm living is inmature I hope me along with everyone i hang out with NEVER matures cause I'm having way to much fun. And I havent been happy since the summer but Danielle and Melissa and Davey Boy and Jordan and Mike and sometimes Haynie ;) and Mazha and Joe (even though i dont ever see him) make me happy and I like it that way.
AND NO ONES GONNA RAIN ON MY PARADE ;)
Oh god that reminded me of the marching band parade.... lets see broke my ex boyfriends heart the night before. Rebeled with danielle like in normal parades. Me and Melissa were gonna hot tub it but it was my crazy grandmas suprize b-day party. Saw my cousen... the one comonly known as "hoe bag" or"teenage ma'ma". and saw 2 zillion people that i didnt know that were talking to me about the last time they saw me. DAMN OLD PEOPLE! |
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| 06:54pm 26/12/2003 |
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mood: lonely
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wow, dont i feel odd now. |
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| 12:08am 25/12/2003 |
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mood:  angry music: its fucking christmas
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I'm crying b/c i miss you. and because i miss being happy. and because i miss not being lonely. |
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| 11:47pm 24/12/2003 |
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mood:  confused music: and very lonely
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I just dont think I can handle feeling like this anymore :'( |
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| 10:06pm 24/12/2003 |
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mood: bitchy
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Fucking christmas fucking kid fucking dirty bedroom fucking jewlrey clasps fucking sheryl crow fucking FUCKING HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FUCKING HATE CHRISTMAS AND EVERYTHING THAT GOES ALONE WITH IT!
THINGS THAT NEED TO FUCK OFF
~Everyone who looks down on me
~Christmas
~Christmas eve
~My fucking dirty bedroom that i lost stuff to
~My fucking car who kleptos EVERYTHING!
~Kid no names mentioned
~people who dont love me
~My fucking job
~My fucking mom who was talkin shit about me to my aunts family in law people
~fucking small child whom i dont know and kept calling me a "sissy soccer player" I DONT PLAY FUCKING SOCCER!
~This hat thats making my head ich
~People who dont know the meaning of no
~RAPISTS!!!!!!!
~People who sign on and off aim every 2 seconds
~The dixie chicks b/c they said fuck u to tobey keith
I think i need to go back to sleep or something. MORE LATER! |
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| 05:58pm 24/12/2003 |
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Yesterday my horescope said i was suposed to fall in love and I didn't... or did i? HMMMMMMMMMM! I've been thinking what if I did and I just havent realized it? Thats it I'm in love just with who? I'll keep you guys posted on who it is when the news comes
My dad just walked in wearing a suit with a 24 pack of beer. HAHAHHA i thought it was funny. |
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| 02:09pm 24/12/2003 |
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mood: bored
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100 things about me.
01. i pretend to be a lot tougher than i am
02. puppies make me happy
03. i am currently in livonia
04. i love being in pictures
06. I don't have a tattoo
07. i have my ears pierced more then once
08. read into things too deeply
09. i worry way too much
10. driving happys me
11. i like to read other people's lj, and read my old entries
12. i like reading some books
13. I love snuggling.
14. I love sleeping in.
15. I am ALWAYS cold
16. I'm stubborn
17. i say whats on my mind most of the time
18.i HATE being alone
19. i LOVE salad
20. i am scared of snakes
21. it takes little to offend me
22. i am also scared of death
23. i dont care too much about my appearance
24. im usually online
25. when i say "online", I mean AIM aka on away messages
26. i dont mind not having a boyfriend (sometimes)
27. i dont have lots of different friends
28. ive seen 1 of the lord of the rings movies
29. i dont really like movies
30. or most tv shows
31. i have a lot of free time
32. i love to sing... and i dont care if i'm good at it or not
33. i think that being apart from people is good for your relationship (sometimes)
34. i hate it when someone judges people by only their political beliefs
35. or by anything else
36. i like to make ppl laugh
37. im constantly tired
38. even though i get plenty of sleep
39. i like to get mad at other drivers
40. I download music
41. i think brown eyes are the best
42. im a very pick eater
43. i miss hangin out with just the girls
44. i sometimes regret taking certain chances
45. george bush makes me angry
46. its fun to make fun of people expecially if their boyfriend stays the night after 2 days of KNOWING him
47. my eyes are brown
48. im in love with Danielle whos in love with iced tea
49. im really afraid to grow up
50. sometimes i think i spend too much time thinking
51. my socks are usually unique
52. i can find something i like in any genre of music except rap
53. i hate hypocrites
54. i love being short
55. people are very judgmental
56. i love being loved
57. i love babies
58. i tend to write in my journals more than talk aloud
59. i enjoy hearing stupid gossip
60. i CANT WAIT to leave high school!!!
61. i love going to airports
62. i HATE being alone
63. i hate being alone
64. being in livonia is so bad
65. i want to get a job at the humane society with danielle and my mommy
66. i love food
67. and eating makes me happy
68. i sometimes drink pop
69. i envy slow drivers, because they arent in a hurry to rush through their lives like the rest of us are
70. I wish i had more money
71. ive drank or done 1 kind of drug (DONT JUDGE ME!)
72. one of my biggest pet peeves is people
73. especially stupid people.
74. i wish i had a good way to thank my parents for being as generous as they are
75. I love laughing with my friends.
76. i love getting mail
77. I wish I was more organized.
78. mary kate and ashley make me jealous
79. i like to go to bed late
80. sleeping is one of my favorite things to doim easily annoyed
82. im easily bored
83. I don't smoke weed.
84. if you see me online, drop me an IM, it will make my day
85. i am an excitable person
86. i need to be someones number one and have them be mine
87. summer is my favorite season
88. i wore hardly anything during the summer 89. im not self conscious about how i look 90. i am usually on time
91. clean sheets are the sexiest thing to sleep in
92. i dont work out a lot
93. I love my friends.
94. I hate liars.
95. i want a single dorm
96. I am a procrastinator.
97. I love aaron carter and hanson
98. i am very nonforgetful
99. if i could live in any time period, it would be now 100. i dont like violence in movies |
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| 10:35am 24/12/2003 |
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mood:  awake
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work conversation #1.
My manager John is telling the story of when he first met me at my brothers graduation party when i was throwing a fit b/c they wouldnt let me leave.
John: are you still dating that guy?
Me: What guy?
John: I dont know some bone head
Me: well no but i dont know who your talking about
John: how many boyfriends you have since?
Me: I dont know like 15
Kid: HOLY COW 15?!?!??!
me: no not 15!
Conversation #2 they made fun of Lyle :( poor lyle!!!!
I'm gonna help fix someone so their life doesnt suck. Yep I'm gonna do it |
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| 12:29am 23/12/2003 |
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WOW. I think I'm going crazy! oh wait i already am crazy.... oh well........
I need someone to love me. I'm sooooo lonely its insane. grrrrrrrrrrrr! |
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| 12:17am 22/12/2003 |
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mood: amused
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Quote of the day!!!!
My friend jennie:"Your not allowed to love Jeff though."
me:"Why"
jennie:"because hes an alcoholic"
me:"so?"
jennie:"as in maybe hes a wife beater." |
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| 12:03am 22/12/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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how come nothing good comes out of cuddling? I am determand that something good will come out of it someday! and if that someday isnt the tomorrow i do it. someone could get smaked.... but maybe that day will be tomorrow... never know!!!!!! |
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| 09:55am 20/12/2003 |
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Sooooo, this morning I woke up to my dad calling me and BEGGING me to come up to his church (i'm not religous in case you didnt know) and help him with the poor people. Normally I go every year b/c of something that happened on the first year i went but this year i missed thanksgiving cause of the parade and i didnt feel like wakeing up this morning to go. Anyway I went and I've come to the conclusion I'm Santa Clause. HAHA!yes thats right Me Santa Clause!!!!! Anyway right when i was about to leave to come home i saw someone walk by one of the doors so i turned and looked and it was none other then TIM our marching band feild staff. Go figure he works at the church. Anyway I talked with him for a bit and then i came home and left danielle a comment and now i'm going back to bed. Goodnight/morning...
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| 11:52pm 19/12/2003 |
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mood: tired
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My heart always hurts. And it sucks I just hate being alone. Then that got me thinking did i ever really like drew or did i just want a boyfriend because i wanted someone to cuddle with at night (needless to say that didnt work out) And then i was thinking did i ever really like any of them? And I've come to the conclusion no i didnt like any of them in a sexual kinda way i just wanted someone to be around and to care about me. To bad that never worked out. Oh well I guess I'm gonna be alone for a longggggggggg time. I should prolly just get over it.
Today I was suposed to be the luckest girl in the world and I was suposed to hang out with Jeff McMullen... Possibly the hottest guy in the WORLD! But my parents were gay and went back on what they told me and so i didnt get to have a car. If you dont know Lyles in the shop. But I did talk to him. I'm not sure for how long cause he was with 2 other guys and the phone was getting passed around and they were all drunk/drinking and I couldnt keep any of them straight. OH well at least I got to talk to the hottest guy in the world. Were suposed to hang out on Tuesday but due to the fact he prolly wont remember in the morning we wont. Oh well. Hes my agent mulder ;) |
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